guida's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Not like the stories Life is not like the stories. I'm not always lovable. My husband isn't always understanding, and my precious child can throw insane tantrums. What's horribly wrong with me is that, even now, as a grown up, I still want to believe in the fairy-tale like stories, and more than that, I still want to be in one. Today, I don't think I would have made a very endearing heroine, the way I felt so enraged and veangful. The very best thing I did today was to stop myself from acting on those feelings, and kept myself from further injuring an already emotionally broken husband. I showed my hurt, but at least I didn't act cruelly. On days like today, that seems to be the very best I can do. 8:28 p.m. - 2008-08-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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